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The Porcelain Grin

Eddie, satisfied, walked to the stairs and stood a moment. He began to move up the stairs and heard what surely sounded like a small rock hit the window.

CHAPTER ONE

“Keep your eyes closed! Just one more second… I need to grab my other earring,” Maggie said as she frantically searched for a matching earring to complete her pair and, more importantly, her fancy outfit. “Found it!” She sang as she hooked it into her left ear on the first try.

“Okay, now can I look?” Eddie asked with a growing grin of anticipation, his hands covering his eyes. He tilted his head left to right and back, waiting in excitement.

“One sec… Yes, now look at mommy,” said Maggie as she struck a model’s pose in front of her large mirror in her bedroom and put on her lipstick. Her eyes lifted from the ground and locked with her reflection’s gaze back at her. She broke into a big, blushing smile as Eddie’s mouth hung open. “Well- say something,” she said, tossing her hands into the air and needing her judge’s final verdict.

“Mom, you’re beautiful,” Eddie spoke softly. He rose from the bed and walked a couple of steps towards his mother, gently pulling at her evening wear, admiring the beauty of his hardworking, yet tired, mother. She wore a black short-sleeved dress with a large floral pattern covering the stomach and heavy gold specks on either side of the V-shaped neckline. She had a drawstring that roped the stomach of her dress, tightly tied, emphasizing her waist. The rest of the dress featured pink flowers perfectly placed and a never-ending floral design that circled the bottom of the dress, stopping halfway past her knees. “You look great, Mom. Do you feel happier?” Eddie asked with heavy optimism in his voice. He stood on his mother’s right side, and the two looked at each other through the mirror, taking a moment.

“I do, sweetie. I do. I’m a nervous wreck more than anything. I haven’t done… this in-in I don’t know. But I’m happy to go out tonight and meet a nice man,” Maggie said as she left the mirror and sat on her bed to put on her black heels.

“Is he going to be my father?” Eddie asked casually as he turned around to watch his mother fasten her heels. “Because the last one packed a mean punch,” he said as he made a fist and pretended to hit his own face.

“Edward Callahan! We don’t joke around like that,” Eddie’s mother said, slamming her hand on the bed and causing Eddie to flinch. Maggie was quickly startled but quickly calmed down and smiled once more. “Honey, I told you already. He’s a nice man from the office I clean, and I’ve gotten to know him and he’s… nice. It’s dinner. It’s a date. Oh no! I’m running late,” Maggie spat out as she swept past Eddie to exit her bedroom to head downstairs. A loud knock could be heard coming from the front door.

“She’s here! Perfect. Eddie, go sit in the living room, and I’ll let the babysitter in. Eddie?” Maggie knelt down to match Eddie at eye level. “Do be a good boy tonight? I mean, you always are, but please? I miss Grandma too. I miss my mom. I know she watched you when she could, but be good for Joanne, please?” Eddie smiled and nodded. He understood the importance. He ran to the TV set and turned it on, plopping right on the floor just feet away. Maggie straightened herself up with her best smile and opened the door to see a skinny, thick-glasses-wearing, awkward teenager who noticeably favored her right side.

“Hi! Thank you for coming. I really appreciate you doing so on short notice,” Maggie spat out with her smile now made of wood.

“Yes, of course. I’m happy you called!” Joanne shot right back. She was holding her inhaler and clutched even harder, thinking the sheer nerves would induce an attack.

“Please, come in,” Maggie stated as she widened her door and moved out of Joanne’s way. Joanne limped into the entry and immediately spotted Eddie lying on his stomach watching television. “Remind me, is it: Joanne or Jo Anne?” Maggie asked for assurance as she took Joanne’s coat from her and hung it on a hook near the front door.

“Yeah- so it’s Joanne, or Jo Anne, or Jo, or-or whatever you can remember. My dad calls me Jo; my older sister calls me an orphan. My mom, I think, forgot my name before she took off. And the kids in my class call me Betty. Why? I’m still not sure,” Joanne retorted and continued on. “I’m so sorry! I joke when I’m nervous. You can call me Joanne or Jo,” Joanne said, offering a square grin that bared all teeth and squinted her left eye.

“It’s okay, Joanne. I suspect I’ll be more or less, be the same this evening on my date. I-,” Maggie said to calm Joanne, but was interrupted by the television. “Eddie! Turn it down, and what are you watching?”

“Scooby Doo,” Eddie deadpanned. “It’s Night of the Living Dead, mom. It’s the best part,” he rushed.

“You must think of me as a terrible mother. To let my son watch these movies. He-we’ve been through a lot over these last several weeks, and he seems calm watching these movies. He’s got an active imagination, but I figure they are just movies, Maggie said, more so wanting reassurance from Joanne.

“Of course! No, I agree. Listen, we all have our baggage. My father used to let my older sister have boys come over. Teenage boys, right? And she ended up getting pregnant. It was a whole thing,” Joanne said, flicking her wrist and wanting to seem casual.

“Did she keep it?” Eddie shot out without ever looking at Joanne.

“Eddie Callahan!” Maggie sternly shouted.

“No, it’s okay. She did. Or we did. My mom left a long time ago… don’t ask. My father decided to just raise my nephew as his own kid. Thomas was born in ’74 and is my dad’s favorite. I figure he just wanted a son because he had two girls and loves us so much. And my nephew slash little brother doesn’t yet know that his big sister is really his mom. That is going to be a fun conversation when he’s older,” Joanne trailed off, drifting into her own world, imagining when that inevitable day would come and what it would look like. After a moment, she looked at Maggie, whose mouth was agape. “That was a lot- you are doing a great job. Horror movies are fun.”

“Look at the time, I’m late! Eddie, the number to the restaurant is on the fridge. Call me if you need anything, okay? And thank you again, Joanne,” Maggie stated as she moved quickly with a bright-eyed smile that hid a very “get. out. now.” sort of look. She grabbed her jacket from the coat rack and shuffled into the living room to kiss Eddie. “Be a good boy. And call me for anything,” she whispered as she caressed Eddie’s head and failed to steal his attention from the cheap deaths on the television screen. Maggie walked past Joanne and offered another nervous smile. “Thank you again, Joanne,” and she was out the door.

CHAPTER TWO

Joanne stood planted, looking at the front door. She turned her attention to look over the home and thought it tidier than she’d assumed, given everything this family had gone through recently. Her eyes landed on Eddie, who was lying on his stomach with his head propped up in his hands. She’d not seen anyone who seemed amused by horror before. A scream here and a head falling off over there was enough to make anyone squeamish or at least uncomfortable, she thought. But not this kid.

“Hi Eddie, what are you watching?” Joanne asked as she walked into the living room and plopped onto the middle of the couch right in front of the television and behind Eddie.

“Children Shouldn’t Play with Dead Things. It’s over. But, Smile: At Midnight is on now. They are playing my favorite,” Eddie excitedly said, jumping off the floor and sitting next to Joanne.

“Let me guess, it’s Tales From The Crypt?” Joanne asked unconfidently.

“No, good guess. It’s Texas Chainsaw Massacre,” Eddie said. “Leatherface is so freaky, I love it. Why don’t you have a cane to help you walk?”

“Wow, right to it, huh? I do, but-but I choose not to use it because I don’t feel I need it, I suppose. I am who I am,” Joanne replied, choosing her words carefully.

“Look! It’s starting,” Eddie jumped up, pointing to the television. Smile: At Midnight blared on the television set with its host, Jerry Koz, wearing a sort of caped costume and sitting in a chair befitting of Dracula or Satan himself. He shot off some cheap one-liners that didn’t land with Joanne but she could see that Eddie was eating it all up. Then the moment of truth-

“Told you, Texas Chainsaw!” Eddie yelled as he repeatedly tossed a couch pillow into the air. “So what happened to your leg?”

“You are like two people, you know that? You are freaking out about this movie, and then you remember I’m in the room. What happened was, I was a kid, like my nephew, and something bad happened to my leg. Now I limp. But, it’s not the end of the world,” Joanne said as she could truly sense that Eddie was genuinely curious about her. “Movie’s starting, you got popcorn? Of course, you got popcorn. Who doesn’t have popcorn? I’ll go make the popcorn.”

Eddie sat mesmerized by the movie. Even though he’d seen it a number of times against his mother’s wishes, he always felt that each time he learned something new that he didn’t know before. Hearing Joanne in the kitchen and the five ill-fated teenagers driving into the screen for the first time, Eddie sat back. A small object hit the living room window right behind him, and he flinched. He turned around to see someone standing under the flickering lamppost. He inched closer to the window and was absolutely sure someone was there. He could make out a white mask and on it a grotesque smile with teeth, that made Eddie flinch again at the thought of that being done to someone’s face. They stood still as a statue, never moving. Just watching Eddie, and he watched them.

stab wounds where are eyes should be creating lengthy slits; a permanent smile jaggedly etched into her face nearly ear to ear; how he wanted to touch her face…

A hand touched Eddie, and he turned and screamed as loud as he could.

“Eddie! Eddie! Calm down, it’s just me,” Joanne panicked as she sat down and set the bowl of popcorn next to her. “I am so sorry for scaring you. I thought you could hear me dragging my feet! My dad says he can’t get back to sleep when I walk around,” Joanne said, trying to calm Eddie.

“Joanne, there’s someone outside under the lamppost! They threw something at the window, and I turned around, and they were watching me. They had this face, this mask,” Eddie went on as Joanne looked out the window and could see nothing except a flickering light. “It was like a smile, but I’d seen it before. I promise you he was there.”

“I don’t see anyone. But I believe you. People do weird stuff all of the time and always try to scare kids. It was probably Billy Turner and his witch of a girlfriend, Caroline Turner,” Joanne said, trying to soothe Eddie. But he didn’t buy it.

“No, I don’t think so,” Eddie said, looking again. “Joanne, can I tell you something?”

“Sure, bud.”

Eddie went on to describe to Joanne what happened to his grandmother exactly six weeks ago. How was she home alone on an evening like this one, and someone broke in and murdered her? A widowed old woman in a town far, but not too far away. How his mother didn’t want him to view her body in the open casket because she always said, “movies can’t scare you like real life”. How at the funeral he snuck away from his mom at the end long enough to see his grandmother one more time, a woman he loved with all of his heart and her of him. How he slowly walked from the bottom end where her feet lay so that he could take all of her in. She was dressed in a fitting black dress, and her hands fastened together on her stomach. How still she was, like a peaceful sleep, but no breathing. How he got to her face and saw what his mother never wanted him to see: stab wounds where are eyes should be creating lengthy slits; a permanent smile jaggedly etched into her face nearly ear to ear; how he wanted to touch her face and it’s like she moved on her own as her head turned to him and he saw what her artist wanted the world to see- a permanent grin staining your mind. He freaked out. He fell to the floor as he looked into her face and her into him. How he cried silent tears and sat still for several minutes before his mother came back into the funeral home and dragged him out. How could he not sleep for weeks, except whenever he watched horror movies?

Joanne sat frozen, except for her hand going in and out of the popcorn bowl. To her, this story was way better than any movie she could have ever seen on this night.

“Eddie, that is- I am-,” Joanne didn’t know what to say. ” Eddie, I don’t know what to say to something like that. That is so tragic, and I am so sorry that you and your mom are going through this. We’ve heard something happened, but you know how neighbors talk. No one ever knows the full story and I won’t say anything,” Joanne tried to reassure Eddie as she lightly touched his arm.

“That man I saw tonight killed her, and he’s coming for me next,” Eddie whispered, and for the first time, frightening Joanne. She looked out the window again and saw nothing. “Grab that curtain,” Joanne asked Eddie as she pulled her side, and he did the same. “Now the curtains are closed, and we can’t see anyone, and they can’t see us. Popcorn?”

Eddie grabbed a few kernels and sat back to continue watching Texas Chainsaw. He leaned against Joanne, and she threw an arm around him. She thought about everything he’d been through and really felt sorry for him.

CHAPTER THREE

“Are you ready for the real fright fest, boys and girls? Because do I have a treat for you. Just now, something came into my possession from one of my most sadistic fans. This will give your kids’ kids nightmares,”

They sat together a while and watched the movie. The kitchen light began flickering. Eddie looked at Joanne.

“This is happening,” he said, sitting up.

“It’s a coincidence, stop,” Joanne said, standing up. Just then, the phone rang. They looked at each other. “Stay here, I’ll be back,” Joanne said, walking to the kitchen. The phone rang again. She picked up the receiver from the wall.

“Hello?” she asked hesitantly.

“Joanne, hi! It’s Maggie,” Maggie said fast into the phone.

“Oh! Hi Maggie. Eddie, it’s just your mom,” Joanne yelled out.

“Everything okay?” Maggie asked, with slight concern.

“Yes! Yes. We’re just watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre, and Eddie is a kid after all. His imagination,” Joanne said.

“Don’t I know it. Listen, I’m calling to just check in. My date is going so well! We’ve finished eating, and he’s insisting on dessert and a walk near the river later. I-I think I like him, I’m not sure, but he’s so nice and so so handsome and polite!” Maggie gushed. “Joanne, I’m so sorry to tell you all of this! I don’t have many girlfriends, and my mom was usually-” Maggie said, cutting herself off. There was a pause on the phone and Joanne at this point had digested its cause.

“Maggie, it’s fine. We can be girlfriends. People tell me stuff all of the time, and I don’t think they mean to. I’m just one of those people. Like my science teacher, Mr. Winkleton, weird name, right? Anyway, he once told me what he does in the evenings, after I asked, of course, and he said that sometimes he goes home after work and plugs a toaster into the wall and will sit in a bathtub filled with cold water just holding the toaster for hours. He said he’s in pain and one of these days he’s just gonna loosen his grip and let go. So you’re fine, Maggie,” Joanne said as if she really believed she was talking to a girlfriend. “Uh, hello?”

“Yes, thank you for that, Joanne. Well, um, I have to get back to the table. Tell Eddie I love him. Bye,” Maggie said, rushing off the phone. Joanne hung up the receiver and stared at it a moment, thinking what more she could say and do to make Maggie dislike her more.

“Dude, I think your mom like hates me. I’m trying to connect and… it’s… just not… working. Eddie, what are you doing?” Joanne asked as she returned to the living room and saw Eddie on his knees and his ear pressed against the front door. Eddie put his finger to his lips to quiet her.

“I can hear someone breathing on the other side of the door,” Eddie whispered. Joanne walked as fast as she could as she limped to the front door and unlocked it, and pulled it open. Eddie came from behind her and looked outside, too.

“Someone is here, Joanne,” Eddie said, looking at the porch. He pointed to a dirty footprint.

“That-that’s probably- let’s go inside,” Joanne said to Eddie, shutting the door and locking it. The phone rings again. “Eddie, go back to the living room and turn the movie off and put something friendly on, please. Thank you,” Joanne commanded as she made her way back to the kitchen. She picked up the receiver and could only hear static on the other side. “Hello? Hello?”

A loud knock came from the front door. Again. Again.

“JOANNE! JOANNE!” Eddie screamed, leaping onto the farthest side of the couch away from the door. Joanne turned around and grabbed a knife from the counter in the kitchen and came back into the living room, and paused. A loud knock again at the front door. Joanne was frozen. She could feel her nerves and, more importantly, her breathing was faulty. She moved to her bag and grabbed her inhaler to catch her breath. Eddie sat with his mouth ajar. “I didn’t know, Joanne. You can’t walk or breathe. I’ll protect you,” Eddie said and sat as he shot up from the couch, took the knife from Joanne, and made way to the front door. He swallowed the lump in his throat and opened the door. Nothing was there, except a small pile of what looked to be ash was on the porch.

“Give that to me! Don’t do that again,” Joanne said, snatching the knife from Eddie. She too saw the ash and slammed the door shut and locked it. “Let’s go to the kitchen. I’m calling the police,” she said. Eddie held Joanne’s hand as they walked into the kitchen. She had Eddie take a seat at the table and went into the fridge to grab milk and pour a cup.

“Milk always makes me when I’m nervous,” she said with a hint of a smile. She grabbed a cup from the counter and poured it for him, and handed him the cup. “Drink this. I’m going to call the cops.”

“Call mom.”

“I… want to. But, she’s having a fun time, and I know how much this night means to her. And the cops are going to come and check things out and will find it’s nothing. It’s Billy Turner and his bitch of a girlfriend, Caroline Turner, messing with us. They act married because they have the same last name. They are probably siblings,” Joanne said, feeling the heat rise in her chest. As she took a pause, a loud and violent noise erupted at the front door. Eddie swung his head around to see the front door blowing open against the winds on this cold, October night. Eddie ran to the door and slammed it shut. As he did so, he could see that the lock had been sawed through somewhat.

“Joanne, come see this,” Eddie said. Joanne came to the door, and she too saw that the lock had been sawed through. “I think someone’s inside with us,” Eddie whispered, staring into the darkness at the top of the staircase. The lights go out, except the television.

Joanne and Eddie, holding hands, walked to the living room as Joanne’s limp made it harder for her.

CHAPTER FOUR

“Are you ready for the real fright fest, boys and girls? Because do I have a treat for you. Just now, something came into my possession from one of my most sadistic fans. This will give your kids’ kids nightmares,” Jerry Koz shouted from the television with the most sadistic laugh. He hid his face long enough to reveal a dirty, somewhat tattered and broken, porcelain mask with black holes for eyes and teeth, somewhat faintly pained on.

“What do you think, boys and girls? HUH?” Jerry shouted at the television. “Texas Chainsaw continues.”

“That’s the mask I saw tonight at the lamppost, Joanne,” Eddie said, squeezing the life out of her hand. With the house cloaked in darkness, Eddie walked Joanne to the kitchen. Even in darkness, he knew his way around and where a flashlight had been kept due to the blackouts they experienced just months before.

“My leg really hurts, Eddie,” Joanne said through sudden pain she began to feel. Heavy footsteps and movement could be heard from upstairs, and it was then undeniable that they were no longer alone. Eddie put his finger to his lips to quiet Joanne and slowly and silently guided her with the flashlight to a door that led to the basement. Joanne went down the stairs first, needing to take a step at a time as her pain was quickly growing. Eddie shut the door as quietly as he could and followed suit, giving pause when needed.

Eddie and Joanne found shelter toward the corner in the far left of the basement. They were shielded by stacks of boxes that belonged to Eddie’s grandmother and had been moved into the basement at the behest of his mother, though they’d been untouched since arrival. Joanne was massaging her leg and wincing. Eddie let her tend to herself, and he quietly shuffled about in their area. An off-colored box, unlike the rest, caught his attention. He looked up to the ceiling as if expecting to see something.

“What is it?” Joanne asked, the sound barely a breath, like a woman already wounded by what she feared to hear.

“Nothing,” Eddie calmly put out for Joanne to settle down. “I just wanted to be sure I can’t hear him and him us. This box is interesting,” he said as he lightly opened it with quite a precision to limit any noise.

“Can you see anything?” Joanne asked as she was attempting to get off the floor. Eddie looked around and remembered the light was at the top of the stairs, and thus not a choice. “This is so stupid! You’ve got me scared for no reason. We saw the door open, but didn’t actually see anyone in the house. There have been sounds in your house all night, and if this were real, why wouldn’t this guy just come straight for us? Huh? You’re a kid, and I’m limping. I’m going back up and calling my dad,” Joanne said, with each word rushing out and her voice climbing higher through frustration and panic. She placed her left hand on the box for support, but the box gave out and fell to the basement floor with a loud thud that also irritated surrounding boxes and miscellaneous basement dwellings, with all the contents within breaking loose. All Eddie could do was look at her with fear as if something was behind her and slowly tilt his head upward as if something was disturbed and staring back at them.

“Eddie, you’re scaring me. What?” Joanne said with a shaking voice, through fear breaking loose. She looked up too with Eddie as his head and stare was frozen like an eerie trance, and she heard footsteps near the front door and knew she couldn’t mistake it for anything else. They weren’t alone.

Eddie looked back at Joanne and pointed to the floor. He tiptoed around some of his grandmother’s boxes and on top, as if placed deliberately for him to see, were photos of what looked like his grandmother from decades ago when she was working at a nurse, though Eddie never knew where and what exactly she did. He also saw a newspaper that had the exact mask on the front page that he saw that evening. Even the face was the one he saw on his grandmother that day.

“Joanne, look! This is the mask I saw tonight,” Eddie pointed out, and Joanne leaned over from her spot. “This is it. And these photos are of my grandmother. It looks like she worked at some sort of hospital,” Eddie said, shuffling through photos and trying his best to make sense of all of this.

“They call him ‘Happy’. And this guy is wearing the mask in all of those photos. He killed your grandmother, and he’s definitely after you, but why?” Joanne asked Eddie as he just stared at the newspaper giving him a name, and that a fire killed people years ago, and that only one patient was never found.

“This guy is who they couldn’t find. My grandmother was always weird, and my mom even called her paranoid, but I didn’t really get it. She didn’t leave her house much, and I remember her face and the smile,” Eddie said above a whisper and trailed off. “He’s connected to my family, but why? And why is my grandmother in all of these photos with just him?”

Eddie and Joanne looked at each other once more for a moment. Their lingering stare communicated they knew they couldn’t sit and wait. They knew they’d have to be brave enough to leave the basement and get out of the house. Somehow.

“Can you move?” Eddie asked Joanne as he came back around the boxes to assist her.

“Yes. My leg is just sore, not falling off,” she said, trying to assure Eddie she was capable.

Eddie grabbed a photo of his grandmother and Happy and pocketed it. He then took Joanne’s hand and they slowly made their way to the stairs and walked up the basement, one step at a time. Once they were at the door, they looked at each other once more, and Eddie pushed the door open. Nothing happened. Eddie poked his head out and nothing. They exited the basement fully and were back in the kitchen and the living room.

CHAPTER FIVE

“Eddie!” a voice called out from the kitchen. Eddie and Joanne leaped in their spots with their souls nearly ascending to heaven and said words that’d normally only be said by adults and never repeated, unless you were itching to be beat.

“Mr. Donnelly, what the hell!” Eddie shouted. He was clutching his chest and bent over, with his heart pulsating so fast that the blood rushing to his head was enough to knock him out. Joanne could only muster a small shake of the head and leaned against the basement door. Mr. Donnelly was a retired neighbor who lived next door. He was pretty good friends with Maggie, often chatting her up and assisting on some yard work. It wasn’t uncommon for him to show up without notice, especially since he’d been widowed for nearly a decade.

“I wanted to come check on you. I know your mom had her… date tonight, but I was concerned. She called me a bit ago, sharing that she couldn’t get a hold of your babysitter. I tried to call, but your line is dead, and sure enough, when I picked up the receiver, it’s gone,” Mr. Donnelly said, pointing at Joanne and the phone. “I’ve heard some sounds coming from your house and saw lights going in and out, and even your front door is broken in. I did an inspection down here and was on my way out to call the police. I called your name and didn’t hear anything,” Mr. Donnelly said softly.

“How loud did you say Eddie’s name? We were in the basement and didn’t hear anything,” Joanne shot back. “How long have you been in here? Eddie saw someone in a mask earlier. And no offense, sir, but how do we know it isn’t you messing with us?” Joanne asked, growing suspicious. Mr. Donnelly could only put his hands up in self-defense.

“Ma’am, I don’t know what happened tonight, but I know this family, and I don’t know you. I’m doing what Maggie asked me to do. I told your mom weeks ago that I saw a guy in a mask stalking around, and I thought I saw him tonight. I wasn’t sure. Eddie, are you okay?” Mr. Donnelly asked, keeping his voice as still as possible. “It’s him-” Mr. Donnelly began to say as Happy rushed by Eddie and Joanne, knocking Eddie over.

Happy grabbed Mr. Donnelly by the neck and pushed him into the sink, with Mr. Donnelly gurgling and attempting to knock his hand away. His eyes bulged, and only forced squeals could break through. Mr. Donnelly looked to Eddie, who lay helplessly on the ground. Happy turned his head and then swiftly jammed his knife into Mr. Donnelly’s stomach. He pulled out and did it again. And again.

Happy let go of Mr. Donnelly’s neck and moved just to his left and watched him stagger a couple of steps and drop to the ground on his knees hard, slowly faded out. Happy placed his hand on top of Mr. Donnelly’s head and drove his knife into his face to create his signature smile. Eddie stared, thinking only of his grandma’s face that day at the funeral and everything from the box in the basement.

“RUN!” Joanne yelled. Eddie jumped off the floor, and Joanne pushed ahead of him, running as fast as she could, but her limp was making it harder for her. She tried to open the front door, but it was jammed shut.

“Go up the stairs, go!” Eddie shouted and grabbed Joanne’s hand, leading her and ensuring he’d go at her pace. At the top of the stairs, Joanne squeezed past Eddie and ran into his room at the tail end of the hallway. Eddie lingered on the stairs a bit to see if Happy was coming.

“Eddie, come on,” Joanne cried out. Eddie ran to his room but got yanked back. His belt loop on his pants got caught on the doorknob. “What’s happening? Eddie,” Joanne begged.

“My pants are stuck on the door,” Eddie said in between forced breaths, trying to break loose, which he finally did. He joined Joanne at the far end of his bed nearest the 2nd-floor window. “Hey, let’s whisper moving forward, yeah? In the movies, everyone always yells, and we have to help save ourselves by whispering,” Eddie whispered. Joanne turned slowly to the right and stared in disbelief.

“That’s what you want to say right now? A man was just killed in front of us,” Joanne whispered, bewildered. Eddie could only shrug.

CHAPTER SIX

They waited in the room in the same spot for some time without moving, and nothing broke the silence except a breath here and there. They anticipated that at any moment, Happy would rush into the room and do whatever he wanted with them.

“Hey Joanne, why do you hate Billy Turner and his girlfriend Caroline Turner>” Eddie asked as he stopped watching the door and sat fully on the ground with his back to the bed. Joanne, never peeling her eyes away, thought a moment.

“Your neighbor was killed in front of us, and there is a killer in your house playing with us, more like you, since your grandmother has pictures with him, and that is what is on your mind, kid? You have to stop watching scary movies,” Joanne said, nudging Eddie with her elbow.

“It’s just- I don’t know. Why?” Eddie asked again.

“I stopped using my cane because Billy would kick it out from under me and make me fall and laugh at me. Caroline thought it would be funny to hide it from me in the locker room, and I’d fall. She’d place water near my locker, and I’d slip. I get picked on for something I didn’t do to myself, and I can’t do anything about it. Or at least I thought I couldn’t. I stopped crying about it and just decided to get rid of my cane and face what I am,” Joanne said through what seemed like relief to get it off her chest.

“What are you?” Eddie asked.

“An awkward seventeen-year-old girl with thick brown glasses, a noticeable limp, asthma, and underestimated,” Joanne said as she sparked up. “Oh my god!”

“What?”

“I just realized I haven’t even thought to use my inhaler running around,” Joanne said, seemingly impressed and worried at the same time. Eddie gave a small laugh.

“I have an idea and don’t worry about me,” Eddie said as he stood up.

“What is it?” Joanne said as she sat on the bed.

“I’m going to go downstairs and find Happy and try to get him to chase me to the basement. You’re going to leave the house and go next door to Mr. Donnelly’s and call the cops,” Eddie said with unbreakable determination.

“Eddie, that is stupid, no!” Joanne groaned as she grabbed his hand before he pulled away. Eddie started for the door before turning back.

“It’s like the movies, and you said it. He wants me, and I have to find out why. Did you hear Mr. Donnelly? He saw him here before. He wants me, and I have to try and save us,” Eddie said and beelined out of the room to the stairs. He stood at the top for a moment, ignoring Joanne’s hisses for him to come back.

CHAPTER SEVEN

He began his trek down the stairs, more annoyed at each stair choosing this night or all nights to creak and snap. He reached the bottom of the stairs and turned the corner to spot Happy in the kitchen, drawing on the kitchen floor in Mr. Donnelly’s blood. Eddie, feeling unstoppable, began to walk towards Happy. He took one step at a time until he got halfway into his living room and a small distance from his basement door. Happy looked up and pointed at Eddie, making inaudible sounds. He stood up, grabbing his knife. Eddie lunged for the basement door, not taking his eyes off of Happy. Happy watched Eddie and grabbed Mr. Donnelly by the foot, dragging him towards the basement. Eddie hopped down the stairs two and three at a time until he hit the bottom.

Happy walked the basement steps, with Mr. Donnelly’s head slamming into each one more ruthlessly than the step before. At the bottom of the stairs, he let go of Mr. Donnelly and looked around. At the far-left corner, he saw boxes being moved around and knocked on the floor. He walked over and saw photos and the newspaper scattered on the floor. He squatted down and picked up the newspaper, and more sounds came from behind the mask. He looked over the paper before tossing it. He then picked up a photo of his former nurse, Eddie’s grandmother, and himself from decades past. Happy caressed the image and looked around more, even seemingly distraught. He had started to cry or at least try to but grew angrier each glance at the photo. He kicked over more boxes and grew enraged. He heard a sound on the opposite side of the basement and lingered for a moment before heading over.

Happy walked to the other side of the basement and stood in front of tall shelves as he scouted out where the sound came from. He knew Eddie was here, but where? Suddenly, shelves collapse and Happy is knocked to the ground and buried beneath. His knife landed just out of reach above his head, and he tried and tried to reach for it, but couldn’t. Eddie jumped from the dark and pushed over another shelf that landed on top of Happy again.

Eddie ran to what appeared to be the furnace and tinkered with it.

“Guess what, Happy? You are dead tonight. I saw what you did to my grandmother, and you won’t hurt me or my mom,” Eddie yelled at Happy. He hit a switch on the furnace, and it began to heat up.

“Eddie!” Joanne called out from the top steps of the basement.

“Joanne, I got him! I got Happy!” declared Eddie as he and Happy locked eyes.

“Let’s go! The cops are on the way,” Joanne cried.

Eddie began to walk and stepped on top of the shelves to crush Happy more under the weight, who lay still. They never broke eye contact. As Eddie made his way across the shelves, Happy reached out and grabbed Eddie by the ankle and effortlessly yanked him to the ground. Eddie screamed out and landed on top of the shelves with his face only inches away from Happy’s mask. Eddie stared into Happy’s eyes as every nerve, piece of fear, anger, and scare boiled within him, but he didn’t flinch nor could he blink.

“You have my sister’s eyes,” Happy said in a raspy voice as if he hadn’t formed words in a long time, if ever. Eddie became even more frightened as he digested those words, and before he could respond, a hand yanked him.

“Let’s go, Eddie!” Joanne said, making her way down the stairs to help Eddie. He got off the ground, and they both made their way back to the stairs, and it was just in time as the furnace erupted with a flame pushing out and exploding. Joanne and Eddie got knocked back, falling onto Mr. Donnelly’s body. They held hands and ascended the stairs, with Eddie only looking back once to see Happy looking out at him and the shelves on fire.

CHAPTER EIGHT

Police had swarmed the house and done their checks. They went in, swarmed each floor, and could make sense that something had happened. Saw the blood on the kitchen floor, which Happy drew a big smiley face on the ground with Mr. Donnelly’s blood. They went into the basement and could only find Mr. Donnelly. Police had stated that outside of the one body, they did find a scorched mask, but no one else. They had made note of a broken window in the far-left corner of the basement.

Maggie had returned from her date and had been hysterical. She couldn’t let go of Eddie, clutching him and holding him. She couldn’t stop crying and thinking about what unfolded and what she didn’t know. That Mr. Donnelly, a sweet old man who meant well, had been killed in her home, and that so much was happening and so little made sense.

“Mom, did you have a brother?” Eddie would ask his Maggie, who wouldn’t know what to say amongst the chaos. On one hand, Eddie was a twelve-year-old child who was smart and curious and had a habit of asking questions others didn’t want to answer. On the other hand, he had been brave and undergone something he shouldn’t have.

“Honey, it’s a lot. There’s a lot. I found out things I’d never known when my mom died and… I’m still processing it. I-I-I think I did, baby. I think so. And your grandmother had her reasons for why she kept him away and never told me or you,” Maggie could only carefully say through tears and more confusion herself.

Police had bagged and tagged the mask, and Eddie couldn’t stop staring at it. Even though Happy wasn’t wearing it, he could see his eyes. He could hear his voice.

Joanne sat alone in a cop car that was going to take her home. Maggie and Eddie approached her, and Maggie reached out and gave her a mother’s hug.

“Thank you,” Maggie said as she squeezed her firmly and kissed her face. “Are you okay?” Maggie asked, genuinely concerned.

“I think so. My leg really hurts and my chest- oh! Eddie, when you went downstairs to face Happy all by yourself, I started to have a panic attack. I know, right? We just talked about it. I literally stumbled and fell down the stairs because it would be faster for me instead of walking, and grabbed the inhaler and was okay. Now, in most movies, the inhaler would be misplaced, right?” Maggie asked with excitement. Maggie grew more disoriented from the whole story.

“Yes! It’s the story adding more conflict and obstacles,” Eddie said with genuine excitement.

“Well, not this girl! I got to it, and here we are. I think you and I make a great team, kid. Oh! Maggie, how was your date?” Joanne asked a growing, befuddled Maggie.

“Eddie, you- alone? To- I- oh my god. We have a lot to talk about. All three of us,” Maggie said as she paced in her spot, and Eddie and Joanne smiled. “My date! He- We will see each other again. Thank you for asking, Joanne,” Maggie said as she went through several emotions.

CHAPTER NINE

Sometime later on a long night, when things had calmed down and seemed relatively settled again, life got back on track.

Eddie lay in bed tossing and turning. Unbeknownst to Maggie, he couldn’t stop thinking about Happy. About the whole night. How could he hurt Mr. Donnelly? He was inches from the mask, and he told Eddie that he was his uncle. Eddie kept asking himself:

Why didn’t you hurt us, Happy? You could have easily. What are you looking for, Happy?

Eddie couldn’t sleep, so he jumped out of bed and crept by his mom’s room, who was sound asleep. He went downstairs to the living room and turned on the TV to watch whatever horror movie was playing. Eddie sat front and center in front of the couch and sat back.

Smile: At Midnight had been on and Eddie shot straight up as if the nerves directed his body on their own and froze him. Right in front of him was the host, Jerry, wearing his very own porcelain mask. Eddie had suddenly remembered that night how Jerry pulled the mask out, but he hadn’t given it anymore thought after everything that had happened.

“Hello, boys and girls. Particularly, all of my killer fans in Chicago- how are you this evening? Apparently, you have a killer on the loose who-,” Jerry said with growing theatrics with each word spoken and a particular emphasis on ‘killer’. He took the mask off and tossed it aside. “Slipped away in the night from a little home in a little neighborhood… the suspense! Our own little horror movie playing out in real life. Spooky. Stay frighteningly alive,” Jerry said as his face grew bigger on the screen with a devilish grin taking over. Eddie calmed down as the night’s movie starting back up again. He had to remind himself it’s all over.

After some time, he finally began to feel tired and got up to turn off the television. As he turned, he jumped back, nearly knocking the TV over as he thought he just saw Happy standing in front of his window. Eddie remained still a bit and walked, hesitantly, to the couch to look outside.

He saw nothing.

He thought maybe his mind was playing tricks on him as he remembered more details from that night. After all, Jerry Koz had his own mask and seemed to think the whole ordeal was amusing.

Eddie, after a moment feeling satisfied, walked to the stairs and stood a moment. He began to make his move up the stairs, stopping every few steps and looking back at the window and then living room. A part of him prayed nothing was there, because why would it be? But the anticipation grew within thinking what if Happy was back.

Once back in his room, Eddie, as mutedly as possible, closed his bedroom door just keeping it ajar enough. He turned to see something sitting atop his pillow but couldn’t make it out in the dark. He moved closer and picked it up.

It was a porcelain mask. The same one that Happy had, only this one wasn’t charred from the furnace. His heart began to pound as if drums were in his chest. His hands caressed the entirety of the mask and felt the smoothness.

All of a sudden, Eddie whipped around and tripped and fell onto his bed as he heard his bedroom door abruptly shut.

*Images were A.I. generated*

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The Code (Breaking Social Norms)

Allen sat comfortably on the far-right side of his dark green three-seater couch reading that day’s edition of the Reno Gazette Journal. He couldn’t have looked more disinterested as his eyes followed the prescribed path of “left-to-right, up and down and back up again”. In that moment, his front door broke open with ferocious force as his friend, Jay, barged in looking rather depleted with an ingrained look as if he was trying to make sense of something.

“Well, hello to you too,” Allen said as he barely looked up and back down at the newspaper.

“I need a drink!” Jay shouted as he made way to the kitchen. He swung open the door on the retro red refrigerator, not catching it in time as the door banged into the back wall. Allen gave a disapproving look but said nothing. Jay grabbed the first beer he saw and slammed the fridge door shut and made his way back into the living room.

“How was your day?” Allen asked, with a tone that obviously declared he really had no interest in actually finding out. He tossed the paper to the side, as it broke open and pages laid all about the floor. Jay became wide-eyed and took a large swig of the beer.

“How was my day?!” Jay asked in a rhetorical tone as he, again, shouted.

“That’s what I said. For example, my day was good. You know that airline stewardess I told you about?” Allen asked. Jay immediately broke into a smile, putting his foot on Allen’s coffee table and setting his beer down.

“The one with the hooters?” Jay asked excitedly, as he mimed the stewardess’s chest. Allen rolled his eyes and shook his head, no.

“I told you bosoms. She has nice bosoms. Hooters is such a derogatory word. Sounds like cheap beer, wings and a pill in the morning,” Allen said as the disgust rolled off of him and made his body shutter. Jay nodded in agreement but gave himself a smirk that indicated he might disagree on that one. “We might hangout tonight. I don’t know yet,” Allen continued, as he wiped his jeans.

“You should do the three DVD rule,” Jay said, as if he discovered the secret ingredient to ramping up Allen’s night.

“Huh?” Allen spouted out, already determining his friend was two-for-two in saying idiotic things for the day. Jay backed up in excitement ready to lay out the details

“You should present her the three DVDs. A comedy says your friend zoned pal, no other way around it. A drama says she wants to cry and be comfortable like a boyfriend and girlfriend thing,” Jay said excitedly, as Allen grimaced at the mention of boyfriend. “Oh yeah, pal. But a horror…” Jay trailed off, his smile widened, and head lowered, “a horror says you’re getting lucky tonight. Mark my words. It used to work for my pal Sander, before he went off and got himself arrested with a family. Cute kid though,” Jay said, as he finished his beer. Allen waved his hands at Jay to knock it off.

“Alright, alright already. What’s going on with you?” Allen asked. Jay gave his signature “head roll to the side and quick eyebrow raise,” to indicate Allen was in for a good one.

“My day was awful. My boss broke guy code. He broke the social norm of how, us men, conduct ourselves in the men’s restroom. Here’s what happened- “Jay spout out, before being interrupted.

“Hold that thought. I’m going to need a beer,” Allen jumped out of his seat and sprinted past Jay to grab a beer for himself and another for Jay, who wasn’t quite done with his first one, but Allen could sense he was going to need a second soon. He returned quickly, tossing a beer to Jay, getting back into seat and Jay positioning himself right into of Allen.

“Continue,” Allen said, as he started to drink not breaking eye contact with Jay.

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Jay was back in the men’s restroom. He stood in front of a urinal, with his pants unzipped and a clear concentrated look on his face. Allen was leaning against the wall right behind him, sipping his beer and looking about.

“This morning I’m in the restroom peeing in the urinal. My boss walked in and said- “Jay said to Allen, as he had clearly laid out the scene as if Allen was there. Jay’s boss walks into the restroom and gives a long look at Jay as he is peeing.

“Good morning, Jay,” Jay’s boss said.

“Hey, how you doing?” Jay said right back, as he silently mouthed WHY to Allen, who also didn’t know what to say or do. “I was freaking out,” Jay said to Allen, who was giving him an unsure look.

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“So, what’s the problem?” Allen asked as he leaned back into his couch, looking disappointed in the hype of the story.

“The problem is you don’t talk to ANOTHER MAN when he’s using the restroom. Especially not in close quarters. I wasn’t in the beginning stages of using the urinal. I was midstream, about to hit my climax and the guy talks to me? That’s a no-no. I was exposed. It shook me all morning. That broke the code,” Jay said, as he shuffled about in angst.

“Ok, I see what you are saying. He’s an old guy, yea? Probably didn’t think anything of it,” Allen said, as he was attempting to calm his clearly peeved friend.

“That’s what I thought. Right before lunch, I felt the river needing to be released into the ocean again- “

“Could you not compare your urine to the river and ocean?” Allen asked, as he also pointed at the color of the beer he was drinking.

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Jay, back in the restroom, and standing right in front of the urinal again. Allen was in the urinal next to him, still holding his beer.

“Anyway, I had to go again. I thought ‘hey maybe it’s an isolated incident, what the hell?’ I’m using the restroom and in ‘mid-stream-again’, he walks back in like he’s on cue,” Jay said, as both, he and Allen’s heads turned to the left and Jay’s boss walked into the restroom.

“Hey Jay, same place where I left ya,” Jay’s boss said, as he smiled and pointed at him.

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“He said that?!” Allen shouted, as he jumped out of his seat and stood right next to Jay at the head of the coffee table.

“Yes!” Jay said, as he clapped.

“This guy is a maniac,” Allen spoke as he started to pace.

“Now you’re seeing it,” Jay said, sounding very vindicated.

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Jay shifted from leg-to-leg, as he was trying to hurry up and get out of the bathroom. Allen was hopping from leg-to-leg also, finding it amusing.

“I was trying to finish; I was so uncomfortable. Dammit, why do I drink so much water?” Jay said, looking disappointed in himself.

“You’re a somewhat healthy guy, I get it. What happened next?” Allen asked, as he pushed Jay along.

“I’ll tell you what happened next: he finishes his business in the stall, comes out to wash his hands and then turns and walks to me, putting his hands on my shoulders and says- “

“You look like you’re trying too hard. Relax and don’t push too much,” Jay’s boss said, as he massaged Jay’s shoulders. Jay’s jaw had dropped all the way to the floor and all he could do was stare straight ahead.

“WHAT?!” Allen yelled. Allen clapped his face, and his mouth was wide open as he looked from the boss to Jay. Jay’s boss eventually left the bathroom and Jay, comfortable again, resumes using the urinal.

“That’s not the worst part, Allen,” Jay softly spoke, as his boss rushed back into the restroom with his phone in his hands to show Jay something.

“Look here. I just want to show you that doctors recommend not to push ‘it’ out,” Jay’s boss spoke in a self-righteous tone. Jay unconsciously swung to the left spraying the wall and wall divider to read the phone.

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Allen embraced Jay for a brief, but firm hug and let go of him.

“I’m sorry buddy. This is breaking every norm and code that is out there for us guys. Us guys are having everything that makes us, US– ripped away by society. You work in Human Resources. I’m sure this breaks some affirmative action law,” Allen exclaimed, as he placed his hands on his hips trying to make sense of this heinous issue. Jay walked backward, slowly.

“I’d have to report the man, to the man,” Jay said, as if it was an impossible decision.

“Your boss, boss. Dammit!” Allen said, as he went to sit back down in his seat. Jay sat on the couch next to Allen. They both drank from their beers and shook their heads. “Well, it’s over buddy,” Allen spoke, not knowing what was to come.

“Not quite. There’s a part three,” Jay pushed out, with Allen coming to understand this could only get worse.

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This time around Jay sat on the toilet, with Allen close by leaning back in a chair and clutching his beer.

“Later that afternoon I had to go to back to the bathroom and, of course, I took the disability stall,” Jay said.

“Naturally. More room,” Allen said, as he reasoned with him.

“I had to go to the bathroom forreal forreal this time,” Jay said, as he pointed downward at the toilet. Allen crunched his face in embarrassment.

“Forreal forreal?” Allen asked, not understanding this new lingo he was sure Jay made up on the spot.

“The toilet,” Jay spat back, in a why don’t you know this sort of tone.

“Then just say that. We’re grown men,” Allen said, as he threw his hands up to state the obvious.

“Anyway, I was on my phone scrolling through Instagram, you know staying current with the news, when someone walks in and squats in the neighboring toilet,” Jay said, as he scrolled through his phone and was pointing daggers at the stall on his left. Someone rushed into the stall and slammed the seat down, before sitting and giving a long-winded sigh. “You won’t believe who it was,” Jay said, with his head in his right hand.

“No,” Allen softly spoke, as he again dropped his jaw and also starred at the neighboring stall.

“Yup,” Jay said right back.

“Jay, that you?” Jay’s boss asked.

“Nope,” Jay said, not missing a beat.

“I can tell by your shoes, it’s you,” Jay’s boss said. Jay bounced around on the toilet and Allen covered his eyes. “You ever clean that wall up? I heard you make a splash that didn’t go in the urinal earlier. I used to be careless when I was your age too,” Jay’s boss shot over. Jay silently cursed at his boss, flipping him the bird.

“I, uh… I don’t know what to say here,” Jay said, as he started to fumble with the toilet paper roll to find it’s start point.

“You almost finished? We should see who can make the loudest drops in the toilet. My brother and I used to do that,” Jay’s boss said. Jay and Allen exchanged horrified looks.

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“I don’t know if I should laugh or go kick his ass for you,” Allen said, out of his seat, pacing behind the couch and couldn’t contain his laughter.

“Laugh? Is this funny?” Jay said, almost offended his friend could even find humor in this situation.

“Kind of. He’s an old man wanting to play toilet war with you. That’s what my sister and I called it. She always won,” said Allen, as he stopped pacing and started to reflect on those toilet wars with his sister. Jay could only watch Allen and shake him off.

“I got to get running,” Jay said, as he stood up.

“Where you going? We had that thing tonight I thought?” Allen said, trying to search for whatever that thing might have been.

“What thing?” said Jay, watching Allen find whatever thing that might be.

“That thing? Come on,” Allen said, coming from around the couch.

“Yea… no. You’re hanging out with the hooters,” Jay reminded Allen as he started for the front door.

“Bosoms. What are you doing?” Allen said, as he watched Jay swivel around just as he clutched the doorknob.

“I’m grabbing a drink with my boss. He wanted to get drinks at Craft on Martin St.,” Jay said, feeling the awkwardness kick in.

“What?” Allen said out of breath.

“Yea I know… I need a promotion and he’s my boss so…,” Jay said, as he could only muster a half-assed smile. Jay bid adieu and walked out. Allen stood over his couch, did a “mind blown” reaction and fell backwards onto it.


LATER THAT NIGHT

Allen was sitting on his couch with the stewardess, Kim. They both exchanged looks and giggled together. Allen scooted closer to Kim, and they bumped beers. Allen gave a playful oops.

“This movie is really intense. Maybe I should’ve chosen the funny one. I don’t know if I can finish it,” Kim said, as she began to lean even closer to Allen.

“Yea… It’s a scary one. What time did you say your flight was in the morning?” asked Allen, ready to get to the point of the night.

“Ten,” Kim said.

“Perfect. Let’s finish what we can, no pressure. These types of movies, I’d hate for you to be alone,” said Allen, almost believing the bullshit he was saying himself.

“I’d hate that too,” Kim said, offering up a look that only meant one thing. Allen leaned in to meet Kim’s lips, but before that could happen, they both heard a loud BOOM come from the front door.

“Let’s ignore it. Maybe they’ll go away,” Allen said, as they both attempted that kiss again. BOOM. “I’ll get that,” Allen said. He slid out of his seat and walked over to the front door to open and found none other than Jay. “Gee, I wonder who it could be. What the hell you doing?” Allen asked, looking back at Kim with a forced smile.

“It happened again! I go to the bathroom at Craft and guess who comes waddling in behind me? My boss. He puts his hand on my shoulder and leans over and says, ‘Let’s see what you’re working with?’” Jay yelled. Allen leaned over clutching his face. Unbelievable. “ME TOO!” Jay yelled again. He pushed past Allen to get inside, leaving Allen stunned by this revelation.

“You did the three DVD trick? She picked a horror movie?! You’re getting lucky tonight my friend!” Jay excitedly said, as Allen turned thirty-five shades of red and twisted around to rush back inside, slamming the door in the process.  

THE END

*Thank you for reading. I wrote this several years ago as a short film and thought it would be fun to adapt into a short story.

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O George, Where Art Thou?

An elderly man, with a slight hunch to his upper back, clutching a worn book and dressed in a turtle green pull-over cardigan with denim slacks, strolled into Hollands one evening in need of a friend. As he walked in, the younger, and mildly attractive, greeter nodded their head from the waist high podium and pointed towards the back of the restaurant, giving off the “all-too-familiar” air that the elderly man was more than just a casual diner or coincidental tourist.

He walked gingerly past the many aisles, only peeking around the restaurant occasionally, and found several one-on-one pairs deep in conversation, sometimes three or more; deep in thought; deep in long and thoughtful, intense stares of meaning. He’d be the first to tell you how much he hated the notion of feeling “spied on” and wanted to subtly just look about with the hopes the others would pay him that same respect.

The elderly man turned a small corner and found his booth in the back, where there wasn’t a single customer. He had the row to himself. On many black and grey nights, he found himself in this very booth sometimes with a friend, and sometimes alone in his head- a place he made himself a common visitor.

On his right, there was the long rectangular window that brimmed with droplets of rain and clear streaks, to look out of and watch… watch people, watch people walk, watch people walk and talk.. just watch.

The elderly man sat in his booth and not far away was a young waiter who had carefully observed his new customer. He had only started working at Hollands fairly recently, but had been told that every so often, that a elderly man will come into the restaurant, sometimes looking for a friend and sometimes just wanting to sit and think- but that he was to be treated like every other customer of the evening. He waited for the elderly man to get comfortable, or at least appear to be, and proceeded in his direction. He was careful to walk a nice… slow… and steady… pace. Not to come off in a rush, but like a friend greeting another-

“Welcome to Hollands, sir. My name is Darell. What is your name?”

“Hello Darell. My name is Tim.”

“Tim, I’ll be your friend this evening. Before we start, did you have a preference- were you seeking an older friend? Particular gender? Color?-“

“No, Darell. You’ll do just fine. Thank you.”

“Tim, may I get you anything to drink? We have alcohol, assortment of juices, coffee or tea, water?”

“I’ll just have a glass of water. Thank you.”

“Of course. I’ll be back with your glass of water.”

Darell offered a curt smile, nodded, turned and walked away. Tim watched after him and then looked back out the window. He starred at something far off into the distance of the evening and broke his trance upon the soft sound of steps coming toward his way.

Darell set the glass of water in front of Tim and sat on the side opposite. “Tim, I brought a menu for the evening. I’ve been briefed that you are a regular of Hollands, but I wanted to bring one for you anyway. Do you have an idea of what sort of friend you were seeking this evening? Were you looking for someone to carry the conversation or someone to listen to you? Do you have an idea for how long you think you’ll be a visitor? I will say our most popular package is the unlimited. I consider it a buffet, or as much as you believe you are in need of a friend. The price is quite reasonable, where after sometime you and I will enjoy a nice dinner and continue our conversation, for as long as you are in need.”

Tim, be-speckled with small brown spots across his face and thinning, white spiked hair just on top, looked at Darell and then the water, then back a Darell. His right hand glided lightly across the menu.

“Darell, I think.. I think I would like to go all the way this evening and speak with my brother I want to see him. I haven’t seen him.”

Darell leaned backward. “Marvelous. I have to say you have made quite the impression upon my co-workers. Many times I’ve heard, you come into Hollands and it’s always just been a conversation- a pleasant conversation- but a conversation nonetheless. If you don’t mind Tim, I’d like to know why tonight it changes?”

Tim looked on and around the room and then back to Darell, who for all purposes, came off quite sincere. Tim tucked his chin and met Darell’s easy gaze.

“My older brother died 50 years ago you see. In that time the world has changed, mostly for the good and some for the worse. But, people like you have been discovered to have an absolutely extraordinary gift to tap into that other side and be a vessel, if you will for those like me to communicate with them, like my brother. Frankly, it scares the living shit out of me.” Both men erupt in laughter.

“But, I’ve come here for many, many years and I always would say, ‘young chap- tonight we go into Hollands, and tonight we see our brother… again’. Well, as you know, I come to Hollands frequently, but I’ve just never been able to see him. Perhaps it’s been fear, guilt, but why now? Now I’m old and I’m dying, Darell. To cut to it. I’m losing my mind too, so I’m told and I- and I just want to finally see him one time. To be with my brother again.”

Darell remained quiet. Very quiet.

“Tim, do you have a photo of…?”

“His name is George. Was George. Here’s the photo. This was just over fifty years ago in Ankara, Turkey. It’s where- um…. That’s me there,” Tim pointed to the left side of the picture, showing a much younger Tim, with recognizable brown spiked hair and sporting a childish grin.

“And this is George? You didn’t tell me you were twins!” exclaimed Darell. Tim lightly brushed the photo again. George looked taller, fuller in the chest. He wore hair that grew neck length and parted at top. Otherwise, he and Tim nearly resembled.

“Yes, that would be him,” Tim said moments later. Sadness burrowed as quickly onto his face as happiness had just before. Tim looked back out that rectangular window.

” I’m very sorry for your loss. I sense this pain is something you never recovered from. I couldn’t imagine not having anyone of my family for less than a day, let alone fifty years or more. Let’s bring out George. But, I need you to be completely quiet and allow me to concentrate. I will make the attempt to connect with the other side. Upon doing so, if George is willing to come out, he will assume my body- flesh and all- for a limited time. The connection can vary, depending, so please do not touch me- rather George- as that will break the frequency of our connection. Stability is what we seek. Are you ready?” Darell asked as he reached his hands out and gently placed them upon Tim’s. Tim nodded and that childish grin broke through.

Darell cleared his throat. He closed his eyes and took long breaths in, long exhales out. He opened his eyes and fixated on the photo. The intensity of his stare, his face stone-still, never changed. Tim began to notice the space around them shift from the comfortable glow of light to a gradual muted blackness. In the middle of the table a bright light, orb-like, elevated upwards through the table and hovered over the middle. Tim was frightened slightly as he leapt backwards. Whenever he’d visit Hollands, he realized he never paid much attention to the other visitors to see if this was a normal part of the ritual. The more he suddenly thought about it, he doesn’t ever remember the room ever growing darker or feeling muted, as if even if he breathed loudly he’d be considered a disruptor. This moment confirmed 100% for Tim: I really hate the supernatural.

Once Tim peeled his eyes away from the bright orb, he looked up and saw that Darell was no longer in the seat. Tim became frantic and thought he couldn’t have looked away anymore than a second or two. Tim could quickly tell that that the space of which Darell just occupied looked darker, if that was possible. Just as confused as he was by the whole process and Darell’s sudden disappearance, the blackness around Tim suddenly shifted back to normal, and Tim *gasped*, almost forgetting how to breathe.

“G-G-G-George! Georgie! Brother!” Tim forced. In front of Tim, sat his older brother by just a few minutes, George. He looked just as young as he ever was- at least since Tim last saw him alive. George sported that shoulder length brown hair that seemed golden in its presence. In his seat, he looked taller, more fuller in the chest, wrinkle free. Tim almost forgot that George should be a man in his mid-40’s.

George gave Tim a soft smile and only stared at him. They sat for several minutes only looking into each other’s eyes. Tim’s hands trembled as he struggled to contain his excitement, and then his embarrassment.

That’s little Danny. You remember little Danny, right?

“I got old, Georgie. I got old. They say-” Tim paused. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a photo and placed it onto the table, and slid it to George. “That’s little Danny. You remember little Danny, right?” George picked the photo up from the table and could only gaze at his bright-eyed nephew, with a big, big smile as he stared warmly into his daddy’s eyes.. George slid the photo back to Tim.

“I’m.. Do you remember when we were kids and we played with the binoculars? Remember Georgie? You chased me around the yard s- so you could take them from me and then father came,” Tim reminisced. As he pictured that moment, two little children ran by the table in blue overalls giggling- one chasing the other holding binoculars. “See Georgie! Just like I remembered!” Tim stated with boosted excitement. George could only stare at his little brother and smiled only more.

“I miss you,” Tim spoke as his voice faded. The two little boys came running by the table once more. “I miss you so much Georgie. They say I’m crazy, but they don’t-they don’t know this place, don’t know you,” Tim said as his voice could barely rise above a whisper and trembled at each word spoken. Tim reached out to hold George’s hand. “I lo-“

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“Dad! Dad! Please! Dad!” shouted a concerned man as he desperately averted a group away to give Tim space. Tim’s head swam left and right, front to back, scared to hell not understanding how he was here and now. “Dad! Can you hear me? It’s me Danny. Dad!” said the man who called himself Danny and Tim, dad. Tim looked all around him and he found that he was in a small square box of a room: with egg shell white walls, a twin bed, minimal pictures on his wall, a television set and a dinner tray next to a mini dresser and lamp.

“Where’s George? George! George! Georgie!” Tim shouted over and over and over. He attempted to stand, but he quickly found that he could barely move his legs and realized in that moment he was confined to a wheelchair. “I was at Hollands! I want to go back to Hollands! I was talking to George. Find Darell and he can explain. Take me back please-“

“Dad, you’re at the nursing facility. Dad..” Danny trailed off and dropped his head to sigh. “Honey, take the kids to find the nurse and maybe bring something for my dad to drink, please. Water or a sprite, just something,” asked Danny exasperated. Danny’s wife and children quietly slink out of the room, but not before indulging their curiosities and stealing a prolonged quaffed view of the upsetting moment that was carrying out in front of them.

“I was at Hollands … Darell made George … Georgie, I don’t understand…” Tim pushed out with fear trembling on the roof of his tongue. He looked past Danny, who was now sitting against the wall with silent tears sliding down his cheek as he listened to his father, and on his right, there was the long rectangular window that brimmed with droplets of rain and clear streaks, to look out of and watch…

“I was at Hollands and Georgie…” Tim trailed off.

the long rectangular window that brimmed with droplets of rain and clear streaks, to look out of and watch

Ineedyou. (Samhain Horror Anthology)

On this Halloween evening, Emily stared into the pitch blackness across from where she lay in her bed that occupied the other half of her bedroom. She was absolutely sure something was there this time

The previous 364 nights would play out the same way for Emily: it started by laying in her bed with Emily’s anxiety growing like a bathtub filling rapidly with hot water. The prickly black and white ceiling  would start to appear further and further away and then- Emily would wake up in a free flowing white gown. Her dirty blonde hair was neatly tucked behind her left ear with a sunflower sticking out. It was always the same dream.

While she looked like heaven, she wasn’t in it.

While she looked like heaven, she was far from it. Emily traveled to a darker, more dangerous, much more insidious place. She heard voices all around her. Many, many voices, or was it whispers? So many! It was impossible to hear what was being uttered. She saw no bodies to go with those voices. She didn’t know how, but she always seemed to be “moving” forward on the dirty, mud-soaked cobbled street. It wasn’t like she would take her own steps. Emily was scared, frightened of this ghastly town. She didn’t know what this place was. The buildings that surrounded her were dimly lit in some; and others were so broken down and pitch black inside, that her heart pumped harder, faster at the thought of her autopilot body steering her towards what certain doom awaited her inside. But like each night, she somehow glided towards him. And like always, she was there with him. Her boyfriend never looked up, only looking down. He was sad, so sad.

“Can you hear me? Can you see me? Come with me. Dominik,” Emily  would plead to him. Then- 

That sound. The crackle of a voice. The cackle of a laugh. She somehow knew that something was skylarking  with her. It felt as if this was all a damning game to show Emily her lost, dead lover’s peril. His eternal agony. 

“Ineedyou.Ineedyou.Ineedyou.Ineedyou.Ineedyou,” Dominik would repeat over and over. Only he wasn’t speaking. Emily could hear his voice, but his mouth wasn’t moving. She could feel his need for her, as if he had grabbed onto her and wouldn’t let her go, but his body was frozen in place as he looked the part of excruciating ruination. 

What was this place?

And like each evening for the past year, Emily woke up and stared into that blackness of her bedroom. She believed she was being watched or expecting her “night guard” to abandon its post and return to the hell Emily was forever summoned to.

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This night was not like the other nights.

She couldn’t sleep. She could barely breath. Emily just watched the blackness. Something was there. She remembered Halloween two years before, the night Dominik disappeared, and how he stared into the same sort of black void and acted the same way. She remembered when she woke up and watched him watch… what were you watching? What was watching you? He was too scared to talk. Too scared to move. He was locked in. Body so stiff, Emily had to casually put her hand on him to make sure he was still with her. She thought he may have said “mama”, but she didn’t understand, so she fell back asleep and when she awoke, he was gone. His keys hadn’t moved from it’s home spot. She left his place, and saw his  car was still parked. She didn’t understand. Neither did the authorities when she failed to convince them something had happened to Dominik. There was nothing to “assume” foul play, only arousing suspicions around her. They simply chalked it up to him creating an elaborate scheme to rid himself of Emily. Crazy girlfriend angle. How original.

Tonight though, she understood. Every night from the night after he disappeared, she started to understand more. There was something baneful that happened to him, and it was now happening to her. 

She felt she and and whatever it was were staring into each others souls, only Emily was the vulnerable.

She was absolutely sure something was there this time. Emily just… it was so dark. She felt she and whatever it was were staring into each others souls, only Emily was the vulnerable. Something was there. As fast as fear can overwhelm a person or a spider can dart across a room upon revealing its existence, an ear-ringing scratch rung out and a rather large creature hurriedly crawled across the white wall and sat upright in the corner closest to Emily’s bed. It happened so fast, she didn’t have time to react. Emily’s heart suddenly exploded like a nuclear weapon in her chest, and her body jerked backwards across the bed. She reached for her phone to cut on the flashlight-

NO!NO!NO!

It sounded like multiple, distorted voices echoed all around Emily. Familiar sounds like the place she…

The Creature with the Long Nails. Don’t look at it.

It was dried out, but loud enough for her ears only.

Emily’s jaw widened to scream, but it was muffled. It was dried out, but loud enough for her ears only. The creature seemed taller now. It just stood in the darkness so silent. She knew it was looking at her. She could make out had the creature had long black hair, a round grotesque stomach, but tall and slender in the legs and arms. The creature broke the dark silence by stretching it’s long arms outward and the sound of bones breaking fill the room as its arms bend inwards, and those long nails stabbed the walls and lifted the creature and carried it back across the wall and into the comfort of its blackness it emerged. Emily saw the creature’s torso and legs remained frozen, but the arms, the nails..

Come. 

Emily sensed the creature wouldn’t hurt her. Is The Creature with the Long Nails guiding me? she thought. She crawled slowly across the bed. Emily lowered one leg onto the floor, and then the other. She stood up and as she took one step forward, a hand grabbed her ankle and held onto her with such force. Emily lunged forward and tried to scream, but it was if her voice was purposely muted. The hand only tightened around her ankle and the darting pain.. She heard the sound of The Creature with the Long Nails crawling, but where? Emily searched and suddenly she peered upwards and the creature was bolted on her ceiling perfectly still. It’s hair flung down and many inches from her. Emily knew she was looking into its eyes. 

It’s not for you.

The hand let Emily go suddenly and she toppled forward smacking into the wall. Emily jumped back up as quickly as she fell and the creature was on the move again. She exited her bedroom and hurried to through the living room. She saw her front door slightly opened.

Quick!

I’m sorry I tend to get nervous and talk fast around girls I like and I’m really drunk

That voice commanded her to move forward. Emily left her apartment entered the scanty spaced hallway. On this night the hallway glowed red like it matched the impending danger Emily was chasing and being chased by. Jeremy, her neighbor, costumed in a black Metallica shirt, noticed Emily from outside his apartment. Emily could see that he was having a small Halloween party in his apartment and apparently the whole floor. Jeremy broke away from some friends and approached Emily. She watched as two costumed women, took quick alcohol shots and kissed against the hallway wall.

They are lovers who purge happiness and whose love transcends an entire universe and time

“Don’t mind them. That’s just Mei and Masa. They are lovers who purge happiness and whose love transcends an entire universe and time. Do you want a drink? I created a witches brew from an online recipe,” Jeremy said in a fast, monotonous voice. “I’m sorry. I tend to get nervous and talk fast around pretty girls I like and I’m really drunk. You’re a pretty girl,” Jeremy further said. 

“Did you see anything come out of my apartment, Jeremy? It had this shape and long hair and nails,” Emily asked frantically. She looked into Jeremy’s face and quickly deduced he had no interest in Emily’s concerns. Emily continued onward, but Jeremy stalked her path. 

“No. That’s scary cool thing Halloween. You don’t scare me, Emily. The scared girl in her pajamas running from something. I do like it,” Jeremy stated back to Emily, with no emotion. She looked past Jeremy’s friends and she saw the long nails disappear at the end of the hallway. Emily broke out into a run, sprinting past Mei and Masa as they moved for Emily, fascinated by her. 

“Emily,” Jeremy said in his humdrum voice, from down the hall. And then the creature was gone. Emily turned and turned, but where had it gone? Emily went left and continued running down the hall. She reached the end of the hallway and pushed open the rusted door and bolted down the metal steps that led to the parking garage. Just as she reached the bottom step, something grabbed her ankle again and yanked it backward. Emily smashed her face against the concrete floor. 

Emily stayed still on the ground. Her eyes wide shut. Her mind racing. What is going on? Emily wake up, please? EMILY WAKE UP, PLEASE! It’s just another dream. She breathed in and out. In and out. In and out. Her eyes finally loosened and then opened. She wasn’t laying on cold, hard concrete.  This wasn’t her parking garage or her apartment building. She was on a mat… a welcome mat. This was her boyfriend’s home.

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Dominik’s front door opened and he walks out.

“Hey! Right on time,” Dominik said, sounding mildly surprised. Emily’s jaw was ajar. She was back on her feet. Wearing her favorite skinny, washed jeans. She looked around and it was light outside suddenly. Light outside like a mid afternoon. This mid afternoon was an October Sunday two years ago. She remembered. What came next was-

“Would you prefer I be more like you and start getting ready at the time we’re supposed to meet?” Emily shot back, just as she remembered saying. She seemed stunned yet her entire being was in complete consciousness of the moment. She recognized this to be a memory, but to her it felt as if it was happening. Again. It was all too real.

“Touché,” Dominik said with a wisp of a smile, seemingly unaware of Emily’s inner shock and confusion. He stepped out of his doorway and grabbed Emily, softly, yet held her firmly. “I missed you,” he spoke gently, almost like a whisper in Emily’s ear. 

“We’ve been together all weekend. I thought you’d tire of me by now,” Emily said as her voice lowered. She was hoping he’d counter her. She wanted them to be together at all times. Being apart never felt right to her. Emily looked down and she was now standing on leaf littered grass on a small green hill, that served as the entrance to the woods. She looked around, even more confused. We weren’t here until later, she assured herself.

Being apart from you just doesn’t feel right

“Being apart from you just doesn’t feel right,” Dominik said and his lips brushed Emily’s and his kiss brought her attention back to the moment. She smile and he bit her upper lip before kissing her passionately.

“You know my heart,” Emily said as they lovingly looked into the depth’s of each other’s eyes.. into the other’s soul.

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Emily, brought back to the dark and cold Halloween night, could see that the door in front of her was closed. This much she was sure. She needed him. She knew he needed her. Ineedyou.Ineedyou.Ineedyou. His voice.. his fear.. his pull.. she heard and felt him. Emily reached for the doorknob and twisted and pressed inward until she was standing in that familiar living room again. 

Emily closed the door behind her and turned to face the house. She had no idea what she was doing. Standing in the dark of her boyfriend’s living room, she vaguely made out the shapes: couch in the middle, T.V. off to the right, fireplace on the opposite wall, chair and bookshelf next to the windows in the corner, a doll against the wall behind the T.V. As frightened of The Creature with the Long Nails as she was, she hoped for it to appear and lead the way. Emily took one step forward and another and another.

She knew she would have to start where she last saw Dominik: the bedroom.  

Emily carefully treaded forward. The creaks in her step made her heart want would burst in her chest. She had just reached the dining room when she heard what sounded like crying. She turned around and it was quiet again. She looked around once more in the dark hoping to see something, but there was nothing obvious that stood out to her. Emily stayed still for a moment longer and turned back to the dining room to reach the bedroom.

Mymommy.Mymommy.Mymommy.

Emily stopped again. This time she knew what she heard. Emily slowly turned her head to the right and stared at what looked to be a small lump sitting in the middle of the couch. It was silent again. Emily stopped breathing. Deep breathes. She’d stop again. Swallowed. Deep breathes.

It inanimately crawled towards Emily, and the closer it got, it looked to be a… baby. It looked wretched, tortured calling for its mother, as it flailed its little arms.

Mymommy.Mymommy.IWANTMYMOMMY.

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It frightened Emily more the way the baby just stared at her behind that mask with those red pointed eyes.

It’s pale face appeared so young, but had many wrinkles. It’s mouth was agape and the hands were clasped together as if it was to begging. Those eyes, or no eyes. Where eyes would be were black holes with a red piercing stare. Patches of hair missing and bits of skull exposed. The child.. toddler, monster.. whatever it was, picked up what looked to be a mask and covered its face; the baby looked like a baby doll. Emily was frightened. The way the baby just stared at her behind that mask with those red pointed eyes. It crawled past Emily fast and she watched it enter the dining room and go right into her boyfriend’s bedroom. It’s okay. You’re fine. You asked for a sign. She needed to calm herself. She would tell herself anything to keep from not running out of this house. Running for as far as her legs would take her from this dreadful night, this nightmare. 

Emily stood at the doorway of the bedroom. She examined all four corners and the entirety of the wall, and got a good look thanks to the neighbors driveway lights. Nothing. She entered the room and that feeling was just as she remembered. Though her boyfriend had been gone for two years now, everything was still in place as she remembered. The bed not made. The desk littered with papers and books. A Marilyn Monroe picture hanging on the wall. A painting- a painting she’d never seen before. Emily moved closer to the bed and the painting was a large white canvas with a man that looked like her boyfriend. Emily could see that the canvas was absent of color, except the darkness that loomed over her boyfriend. His head drooped low and he was shrouded in despair. He was sad, so sad. And alone. She’d seen this. Emily dreamed this every night. She’d get close to him, beseeched to touch him, hold him. She could never. Ineedyou.Ineedyou.Ineedyou. She could hear that voice in her head as if he was standing next to her whispering it rapidly into her ear. Emily took steps backward to take it in. She was taken by the incredible moment captured. She continued taking more steps backward. It looked real, felt real. It was missing something. She stumbled into the closet and some thing flung off the ceiling and knocked Emily backwards and she fell. Only her fall didn’t break.

Emily was freefalling down a well, a tunnel, a slide- she didn’t know. Her mind screamed, she couldn’t breath. The Creature with the Long Nails knocked her backwards towards a certain death, Emily was sure of. The creature got close to her with such ease and was only inches away. It latched onto both of Emily’s arms and its nails pierced her ribcage like a needle easily pierces skin. She fought against it, withering and violently shaking, but the creature had all the control. Emily’s eyes rolled to the back of her head, but before she passed out, she witnessed a mistake with black hair many feet long and blown out like static. The Creature with the Long Nails had a pale, yellow-brownish skinned face with no room for eyes or a nose, except a mouth that looked to have been forcibly sliced into the face at an awkward angle. It was evil in its smile and malicious as the creature’s deformed thrice-slit tongue stretched from its hostile host and licked Emily’s face- she exhaustedly blacked out. 

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Emily awoke on a dense, concrete floor. Her ribs were stiff and she lay as if she had properly, strategically been placed in this position: legs long, arms to the side, head front and center.

I died. Is this my casket? What is this place? Emily thought.

A rapid movement could be heard from behind her. She stopped and turned, but could see nothing.

There was a familiarity in the sharp air and steely quietness. She rose to her feet and the moment flooded her, she had just fallen through her boyfriend’s closet floor and was killed by The Creature with the Long Nails. She looked at the ceiling, but like her evening, everything was dark and nearly pitch black. The ceiling looked like a ceiling. Except, a faint red glow that seemed to be a distance away. She couldn’t tell where it was coming from, only that it must be that she follow. As Emily followed the glow, a rapid movement could be heard from behind her. She stopped and turned, but could see nothing. She was learning that if something seems strange, chances are it is. Emily ignored whatever it was and followed the red glow.

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She was now at the approach of the red glow.

Emily saw that this was a hallway in a building. There weren’t enough doors and from the little she could see in the dark, it didn’t feel like her apartment building. Emily turned left and then back right to open a door that led to a staircase. Unlike before, Emily possessed a tic more confidence in her assurance of what was happening around her. Before she fell into the hole, she was lost and frightened, ringing in her ear came and go. But now, Emily was curious and itching to get to where she needed next. This was the safe part of this mysterious, yet heart stopping vile journey.  She made it down one flight of stairs and walked down another. She saw that there were another set of stairs, but a gate blocked her entrance. It was ok. The red glow was off to her right side anyway. She opened the door, walked forward, and quickly turned right and stopped. She was now at the approach of the red glow.

Am I closer to the end or the beginning? Emily wondered. It was hard to tell. It seemed this journey of hers had begun so long ago. She stood and replayed the memory of the evening in her head on loop, not much had really happened. Though for Emily, her journey started on the one year anniversary of Dominik’s disappearance. Her dreams of her missing boyfriend and the absolute horrendous place he called home was nearly a second home for her. She started to fathom were the dreams offering me clues? Were they even dreams at all? Emily was beginning to recognize that she wasn’t dreaming. No! She was going to this… place, this whatever it is. How and why? Was it you? Are you responsible for this? Ineedyou.Ineedyou. Emily was out of sorts. She knew she needed to find out what was going on. She knew that much. Emily was starting to enter the haven of this red glow, a familiar and eerie voice called out to her.

Dontleaveme.Dontleaveme.IWANTMYMOMMY.

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Let’s go home

Emily turned around and it was the baby on the floor from her boyfriend’s apartment. Only it wasn’t moving, not that she could see. She knew this must have been what she heard upstairs. She had heard it’s voice and its movement, only it was frozen. The baby, with no eyes, but with that red piercing stare, had its armed reached out as if it were attempting to grab onto Emily’s ankle for life support. It’s legs, bent and one in front of the other. It’s body felt as if it had been beaten and broken, bones she could feel. Yet it didn’t move. 

Mymommy.Mymommy.Imscared.

The voice cried out to Emily. This baby was talking to her, but how? Nevertheless, Emily picked up the baby and turned around to walk into the red glow. I’ll take you home. Once inside, Emily could not see where the red glow emitted from. It appeared that the glow was just. It was a white tiled room with three sinks and three mirrors. In the far back of the room, there was an inescapable dark place. Like all else was red, but the black hole in the back of this room sucked in whatever light was once there. The first mirror had a glow of light and a hand pressed against. The second mirror looked normal, but Emily knew better. The third mirror was too close to the darkness, which appeared to be some sort of a thick mist upon a closer view. Emily stood paused at the second mirror. Holding the baby, who really looked like a deformed baby doll, Emily looked at her reflection. She was tired, scared, fear drenched. Hair out of sorts and her eyeballs lined with red lines.

Let’s go home.

The Creature with the Long Nails stepped to the left of Emily, revealing itself. Emily wasn’t frightened, not anymore. What more could you do to me that you haven’t already? I’m dead. The creature grabbed Emily’s head. It looked to the black hole, or mist, and next slammed Emily’s head into the mirror, shattering the glass. Emily didn’t wince, she didn’t feel. She stood. Behind the broken glass was the place she was searching for all night. She knew what came next.

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It’s body was near naked, with its ripped pants still attached. Its arms were hung from chains, with hooks that pierced the skin.

Emily was back. Back to the place she had visited in her dreams night after night after night, after night.

Before, this place was still. Filled with a mist. Neither hot or cold. Mysterious, yet not vacant. Whispers that couldn’t be understood. Now, the fog drifted closer to the sky. The lone, winding cobbled street was wet and imprinted with footsteps. It was raining, only the rain didn’t pound the street. She wasn’t hit by the rain. The rain was perfectly still. This time she wasn’t alone.

The buildings, once dimly lit, were now full of light. They were made of stone, cobbled like the street. There were wooden fixtures laid broken about. They looked like homes, like this was a real town. Where she saw light, she saw shadows- albeit those shadows didn’t move. As Emily walked the streets, she could see things were inside the buildings, but they looked like mannequins by how still they were. Just like the baby. At the crossover, the baby vanished from Emily’s arms. She brought it home. To its mother.

Emily drifted forward, the whispers came about. Emily could understand them, finally.

“It’s the night visitor

“Don’t look at it”

“What’s its name”

“I want it”

“It’s not our toy, it’s for him”

“It’s not for you”

“I want it”

“Don’t look at it”

“It brought back my baby. Leave it”

“I touched it”

“Don’t go near it”

Emily spun in circles trying to find where the voices came from. They were intense. They growled. They were more punishing, louder the more they spoke. She saw a bar that stood out to her Row & Oak. The light was bright. It was a scary sight, with all the faces pressed against the glass, but eyes closed and heads slightly bent in directions as if to avoid Emily- yet they stay paused. One spot was vacant.. Emily turned and standing in her path was one of these things. It was hideous upon sight. But it was still. It stood and froze Emily in her spot. It looked like it maybe once human, a little man with hair missing from its top head, but a white bush that covered the sides. There were warts on its face, with nose hair that stuck out. Those eyes, were enormous and black and menacing. It’s fixation on Emily was of concern. They lurked and stared into her eyes. This creature existed beyond curiosity, like being around someone you suspect a killer. This creatures hands extended out as if to latch onto Emily’s arms. Those hands, Emily’s stomach turned at the sight of those hands.

“I warned you. I said don’t look at it. I said don’t go near it”

“I was in your room. I touched you. I want you. I want you. He doesn’t deserve you. What gives him the right to you. I touched you. Oh, the warmth of blood. Of soul. You have no soul. Not now. I was in your room. I touched you-“

It’s not our toy. It’s for him”

The witch can have you. Take his eyes”

Emily saw the thick mist, the murk, suddenly hoover behind the little man. She was met with a soothing, motherly voice, yet chilling, icy and all the more disturbing.

Close your eyes, child”

Emily closed her eyes. She squeezed them shut. She wanted no part of what she wasn’t meant to witness. A moment went by. Another. And another. Emily opened her eyes and she saw the little man gone. She looked at Row & Oak, and the faces were gone from the glass window and back inside the bar not minding Emily. She turned toward her path and parked in the sky were a flock of black birds, but hanging was the little man’s body. It’s body was near naked, with its ripped pants still attached. Its arms were hung from chains, with hooks that pierced the skin. The chains were attached to a metal rod, attached to a wooden plank that extended from a house. Emily progressed forward and looked back at the little man. He had no eyes. There are no eyes. But it remained still. Didn’t bristle, nor sway.

“The Creature with the Long Nails. Come back I’ll tell you the story. I want you. I want you.”

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Emily’s journey continued.

In her dreams, Dominik was always right there. She entered the town and moments later, she was in front of him. Maybe she got lost in the trance or she didn’t truly get how far she traveled when she would visit. She had to admit to herself that it felt different. She wasn’t scared or frightened by the enigma of where was was. She didn’t seem bothered. Emily could see house for house, shadow for shadow, and whispers for whispers that restricted them all to stay away from her and let her stay on her journey. She understood their peculiar obsession to want to know who and what she was. She wasn’t afraid. She felt she belonged. She felt there was a place for her here. This wasn’t a typical town or place anyone could just visit. She half thought am I in hell?

And then. Straight ahead. Where the town seemingly ends, and the darkness, the black hole begins. There was Dominik. There he stood, in the black of the eternal night this place was conditioned to, with what looked to be an orb of light or even a moon behind him to light his shadowy presence and give light to the town.

There was Dominik. There he stood, in the black of the eternal night this place was conditioned to, with what looked to be an orb of light or even a moon behind him to light his shadowy presence and give light to the town

“Dominik,” Emily said as she nearly collapsed. Emily quickened her pace and stood before him. It’d had been two years since she’d seen Dominik in the flesh. She was called crazy. She was subjected to rumors and gossip. She was ostracized. Yet, he stood right in front of her.

“Em,” Dominik pushed out.

“I’ve missed you so much. Nobody would believe me that something happened to you. Where are we?” Emily asked over tears, seemingly out of breath. She was in disbelief.

“This is the town of Samhein. It’s home to all of the fears the world has ever known. This place is the creation of Halloween- not what we know, but hundreds and hundreds of years ago. My mother, The Witch, overlooks Samhein,” Dominik said.

“The night you disappeared- you called out for your mother,” Emily stated empathetically.

“We all have to go through it Emily. To be here. No one here just comes. My mother always knew they would come for her. Then she came for me. Protected me. But, I needed you here, with me. I’m sorry. I didn’t ask what you wanted,” Dominik stated as he dropped his head dropped.

“No, no. What we have is out of this world. Literally!” Emily pointedly said, laughing. This was the first time she had laughed in so long. It was weird, she felt comfortable. “I died to be here with you, Dominik. Everyone lives, tries to make sense of their existence, and then dies. Who can say they were scared to death and get to spend eternity with their lover?” Emily asked. She raised her arm and cuddled Dominik’s face. Dominik looked up and returned Emily’s smile. Her dirty blonde hair was neatly tucked behind her left ear with a sunflower sticking out. Just as it always had been in Samhein.

Then, that sound. The crepitate voice. The guffaw of a laugh. Emily looked off onto her left and again- saw the moving murk, so thick of a fog, it must of consumed all that came into it’s path, inching closer towards them. An indistinct face was starting to form out of the black fog. To its side was its protector and loyal shield, and Emily’s guide, night watcher, and killer; The Creature with the Long Nails.

“Mother, no. Emily’s the most beautiful creature here. Look,” Dominik said, pointing above Emily. She looked upward and saw that she was surrounded in beautiful colors, serene. Emily was peace.

“Quite the paradox. A place so dark and filled with monsters, I’m the shining light,” stated Emily as her energy burst with light and color.

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Back in Dominik’s bedroom, the painting that caught Emily’s attention; the one she knew was connected to him somehow, was now complete. Dominik’s darkness was touched by Emily’s light. He wasn’t alone anymore.

Dominik’s darkness was touched by Emily’s light.

The Writer Pt. 4

Robert stood in the entrance hall of his baby sister’s massive home. He dreaded coming here, because it was more or less the same each time he visited.

‘Oh big brother, guess what? My office has chosen me as Worker of The Year and The Commonwealth wants to do a piece on me. How fitting.’

She’d rub into Robert. Abby was always being awarded for something in her life, no matter how mundane. She especially reserved the announcement until she had her big brother Robert within earshot. Or if she wasn’t boasting about another one of her many accolades, he’d hear:

‘Andrea, darling, I pity you for being matched with a lesser man. Brother, you know my adoration for you, but you don’t try hard. Not like my Chadwick.’

Robert moved forward towards the kitchen and common area like the electric chair was the final destination. To his right, the pictures and murals hung of Andrea and her numerous exploits across England and all of greater Europe. Robert always wondered why Chadwick was subjected to the back of the pictures, or never featured. He was just as impetuous and vain as his incapable-of-loving-anyone-else wife.

Robert began to notice a trend with the pictures. The further down the hall he went, they were descending in time, getting younger. This made Robert nervous. He was seeing less of an adult Abby, and more of a teenager, and now child Abby. He wanted more than anything to not to have to remember his shortcomings as a growing boy.

“Marvelous, isn’t it?” a snapping, curt voice nearly sang. Robert stopped in his tracks, squeezed his eyes shut, and like an actor jumping into character, turned toward his sister and rushed to show her what love looked like.

“Sister! I came as soon as I heard you required me,” Robert said as he greeted his sister and kissed both cheeks on her face. Abby had a tall, lean frame, who leaned more to the right and always had a fabulous smoke in the left hand. She kept her yellow hair short:

‘It’s all the style these days.’

She’d say. Abby had a beautiful face, but wore a smile that inspired the invidious position she was frequently apart of. Her makeup was in place, but Robert thought this day she was… off. Her snow-like skin and sunny hair on a perfect afternoon looked mismatched. This snowy, cold, and dreary morning made her look dead pale and more tired than a house mother of four.

“You look tired little sister, what has kept you awake?” Robert stated ever so unsympathetically. Abby reacted as if she had been shot by Mark David Chapman himself. She pushed past Robert and unskillfully glided to the very first picture on the wall of Abby. She rubbed her fingers on it ever so softly, as if it had a ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign hanging, but the touch was worth breaking the rules over and over. She pulled her fingers back and looked back at Robert with a brusque smile.

“This will always be my favorite day Robert. Always. Look how happy I am. Father threw me a magnificent birthday party and told me I’d be beautiful and popular enough to have all I ever wanted,” Abby stated as her voice trailed off as if she might cry. “And there… in the back you can be found crying. Pity.” Abby remarked, cheering herself up a bit.

“Delusions. It was my birthday. You were selfish,” said Robert through past realizations that had begun to resurface.

“Brother, father wanted to throw a party. I had more friends, so I figured if you didn’t want it, I’ll have it. It was a day I’ll never forget,” Abby said as if it were to cheer Robert up.

“Rubbish!” Robert barked. “It was my birthday and I wanted something small with our family. If you hadn’t thrown such a fuss, father wouldn’t have had to be guilted into pleasing you,” Robert asserted. Abby nodded and walked away. Robert reluctantly followed.

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Robert sat the end of the long, wooden, quite marvelous kitchen table, shifting uncomfortably in his seat and avoiding eye contact with Abby. She sat at the opposite end of the table and starred daggers at Robert, who would smile awkwardly. Her leg started to shake faster than a horse racing The Royal Ascot. Robert leaned over to the side of the illustrious expensive Rain Tree table to watch her leg shake and thought for a moment how much he could wager if he signed her up to race the other horses. Moans and ghoulish sounds could be heard from far down the clean, white, empty hall way.

“Today is day number ninety, Abby. Do you have any idea what that might mean to me?” Robert asked, attempting to fill the cold, crispy dry spell. A grown man moaning and emitting ghoulish sounds could still be heard, yet Robert wanted all he could to distract.

“The same thing it meant the eighty-nine other days before today. I know. We all kn-” Abby began to say before the phone rang and she jumped up so fast, she gave poor ole Robert such a scare he fell backwards in his chair.

“Hi! Thank you for calling me back-,” Abby said before she abruptly stopped. “No! He’s weak. He’s turned into a weak man. When we got married he said I’d be pampered and kept happy or else risk losing me-” Abby said before stopping again. “I’ve tried! His phone is going straight to voicemail and his receptionist is a twat,” Abby said as she sat back in the black steel chair. “Oh! You’re the receptionist… I’m sorry. I’m having a bad day?” Abby tried to say, but turned into a question. She removed the phone from her ear and just starred at the screen, before looking back at Robert with doleful and tear-filled eyes.

“I need you to visit Dr. Feeny. I’d go, but I’m afraid I’ll never come home again,” Abby said honestly. Robert balked at the very idea.

“I will not. Today I cannot have these kinds of interruptions. Just call the doctor, I’m sure he’ll help you over the phone,” Robert said, motioning his arms as if to say “no way.”

“Robert I-I can’t do this. I didn’t sign up for this,” Abby blurted out, all the while turning around constantly checking the black cat clock, with a ticking tail, and the telephone next to it. “This man has been ill all week. He is a-a big baby,” Abby continued. She walked to Robert and squatted next to him, placing her head in his lap. “Brother, when we got married, I thought I’d be the one taken care of. I didn’t know he’d be a big lump about a common illness. I looked it up ya know? It’s a cold- a common cold and listen to him,” Abby said as she stared into Robert’s eyes. Moans and more moans could be heard. It was depressing and awkward. “You’d think he’s dying!” Abby sharply said.

“Maybe we can talk about me for a bit and take your mind off things. Plus sickness affects men differently than women. But-but It might help for you to pay attention to someone other than yourself,” Robert tried to reason. She just stared back at Robert and in that moment with her gloomy and dejected face, Robert knew he’d do anything for his baby sister, even if it meant her passing her stress like the baton onto his own. Deep down, he knew she didn’t have many people she could call upon, no matter how critical or exaggerated her needs were. This was simply a permanent transaction of the person she had become and the people she didn’t have any more outside of her big brother Robert.

The Writer Pt. 3

Robert, look happy, behave happy.

Robert thought to himself as he sat in the backseat of a classic yellow taxi. He was on his way to see his sister and assist in whatever troubles she had gotten herself wrapped into this time. He looked out the dirty taxi window and marveled the River Thames. It was a massive stretch that flowed through southern England through London. He always lost his breath by how scenic and undramatic the river was. Bodies of water, historical sites, and museums allowed Robert to retreat into the back of his mind and search for new stories or escape into the wonderland of English history.

“Mate, are you happy?” the Taxi driver asked as he squinted at Robert through the rear-view mirror.

“Excuse me?” Robert blurted out.

“I asked are you happy? See, I hate to presume if someone is happy or not. Some people can look as if they are miserable and dreadful creatures, but they are opposite inside. I’ve had people tell me I look angry or mad, but I’m actually quite content. You sir, don’t look happy. You look troubled, but that’s why I asked,” the taxi driver explained as he hit a bump and swerved. He shoots Robert a silly grin. Robert, still confused, searched for an answer.

“I’m.. I’m content I suppose. I have a bit on my mind, but who doesn’t? It’s London,” Robert retorted, hoping that would suffice so he could enjoy a quiet ride.

“Beautiful London. I was born here ya know,” The taxi driver happily remarked. Robert offered a half smile and a small nod.

Leave me alone. taxi transportation coloring pages for kids Luxury Taxi Driver Coloring PageRobert thought. The taxi driver seemed to be a cheery and talkative man. He was lanky and kept a sort of permanent crooked smile, enough for Robert to catch a glimpse of his chipped front teeth. The taxi driver’s small brown dusty fedora hat gave Robert quite a bother. He preferred that adults be properly fitted from head to toe, no matter if you lounged and read quietly at home or took a night stroll in St. James’s Park. Robert noticed the taxi driver was doing that squinty thing at him again and  quickly shifted and turned his head towards the window to look busy watching the city move fast by him.

“What the… Is that a bird on the trunk of the cab? It’s been there for the whole ride I think.” the taxi driver stated as he leaned in closer to the rear view mirror.

It couldn’t be.

Robert swiveled around and sure enough, as he thought.

The raven followed me.

Robert tapped the back window and tapped hard.

“Get away from me bi-” Robert began to say before he jerked forward and slammed his head into the passenger head rest. He paused and sat upright, confused. The taxi driver started to laugh, seemingly relieved. Robert looked and saw that the man ran past a traffic sign and nearly plowed into a simple, sweet old lady bundled in her large beige undercoat, wrapped with a plaid scarf.

“Sorry mate. I was so taken by that bird, I forgot I was behind the wheel. Almost to your destination anyhow,” the taxi driver said as he laughed and continued on. He turned right and murmured to himself. Robert swiveled around again, and the raven still in place, seemingly unaffected by the drivers shenanigans.

“See bird, you get me in trouble at home and you will get me killed by this lunatic man. Go away,” Robert hissed as he pounded the back glass. The raven casually flew off, probably finding something better to tide its time.

“Alright. We’re here. Listen-” the taxi driver said as he turned around to look at Robert face to face. “I’m going to gift this ride. Not my best representation. I can see you were bothered and I probably didn’t help matters,” the taxi driver as he extended his hand out half way to Robert. “I’m Delaney. Glad to have been at your service sir,” Delaney the taxi driver said proudly.

“‘I’m… Robert, and thank you for your…  your services,” Robert remarked. He gave a face-scrunching smile while opening the door and stepping out as fast as he could.

“Long live England, sir!” Delaney shouted as Robert slammed the crooked, yellow grimy door. He waved Delaney off as he sped off quickly, zig-zagging down the street and turning left sharply. Robert inhaled a long breathe and proceeded forward toward his overachieving, perfect sisters large home.

The Writer Pt. 2

Robert carefully and quietly crept down his creaky stairs. Paranoia invaded as he anticipated the wrath he would consume from what lurked in the kitchen and slammed things. He had been told one, two, three too many times what a lesser man he is compared to those more distinguished in high society.

What makes me lesser?

He felt he was never given a fair shake. Having a perfect sister whose existence was to absorb all the accolades and happiness and a average brother who acquired more attention than he deserved, left little of the scrapings for poor ole Robert.

He walks into the kitchen and that frown turns upside down. He darted forward to his nicely hung calendar situated next to a black smiling cat clock, with a ticking tail, and a beige wall phone. His wife-

It lurks and looks at me.

Slams the tea kettle onto the stove and turns her attention to Robert standing behind her.

“Robert, dear, how’d you sleep? Are you looking for work this morning?” she asks in a sweet voice, that housed something more sinister. Robert shook his head no, but put a finger in the air. He turned from the calendar and sauntered toward her, but shuffled left to open a small drawer and pull out a black marker. He then turned toward his wife and lightly kissed her forehead.

“Andrea, darling, not today I will not. As today is-” he happily tried to recite.

“Today is day number ninety without a job!” Andrea snarled.

There she is.

He thought. He swung his hands upward as to not want to fight, but couldn’t help but grin.

“Sweetie, it is day number ninety. Today is the day my life- our life changes,” he stated. He marked a fat X on the calendar and quickly flipped through to examine ninety straight X’s marked. He bee lined to the dinner table and picked up a mug of coffee, quickly gulping, and quickly spitting back up.

“It’s yesterdays coffee. I told you to not leave your dishes out and about. I’m not your maid, not anymore,” Andrea exclaimed. She walked to stand next to Robert with a furious look.

“It’s okay. It’s okay,” Robert repeated. Nothing could get in the way of this day. He picked he paper, put it next to his face and points at it. “The Commonwealth Yorker, read,” Robert stated and pushed it into Andrea’s face.

“All aspiring writers, please submit your stories to shoemakerbeers@commonwealth.com. We, The Commonwealth Yorker, understand the distinguishable honor in ones lifetime to be bestowed a writer, therefore, it is our promise to read each and every story within ninety days time. You will receive correspondence by day ninety and that is our promise,” Andrea read monotonous.

“Exactly! Today is day number ninety and I know they saved the best for last. Our lives are changing today. I’m going to be happy,” exclaimed a suddenly chippy Robert.

“But you are not a happy man. Good writers write happy stories and sad stories with happy endings. Your stories are sad. No happy endings. You’re not a good writer. I’d call you a hack, but a hack makes it to become a hack,” Andrea stated as she gave her tight faced husband a dopey look. “You had a good job that paid decent wage. You have not worked for ninety days and are a failure. On match day you lied to me and my mother about your height, and you lied that you would take care of me and you’re not. You lied that you would take care of that yellow stain on our bedroom ceiling and you won’t. You aren’t distinguished,” Andrea said. Robert’s tight, red faced smile grows wider.

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“I understand honey, I do. I-” Robert says as he is interrupted by what sounded like a bird squawking.. in the living room? Andrea rushed past Robert and their “happy” marriage photos on the wall into the living room to see a raven settled upon the wooden chair next to the large square window in the center of the room.

“Your bird-” Andrea began to say.

“That is not my bird. It is a wild animal that creatively finds its way into our home,” Robert affirmed. The phone started to ring.

“Your bird is back in the house and on my FATHER’S CHAIR. Get rid of it!” she shouted as she rushed past Robert to answer the phone. Robert moved closer to the raven, as it mirrored his movements and moved closer to Robert.

“Get out of here bird, you get me in more trouble,” Robert pleaded. “Go. You’re here everyday. Go,” Robert said as the bird doesn’t budge. It stared at Robert with its small beady, button-like black eyes, never once turning away. The black ruffled feathers sat mangled, yet contributed to a stoic pose by the bird that slightly intimidated Robert.

What do you want? 

Robert thought to himself. He opened the near window and the raven flew out, without much hesitation. Robert slammed the window and just starred and wondered.

“Robert!” Andrea shouted from the kitchen. Robert rushed to the kitchen to see what the  fuss is now.

“It’s your sister. She sounded upset. She wants you to come over right now,” Andrea said. “Can you do me a favor? I need you to go to store on your way home and get me two roasted Cornish hens for dinner tonight,” Andrea asked and stated to Robert.

“Of course sweetie. Anything else?” Robert asked nearly jumping out of his shoes and trousers to get out of the house. He was leaving no matter what, but now he didn’t have to make up an excuse.

“Yes. Call your boss, tell him about your silly boyhood dreams, tell him what you did for ninety days and what you did to my heart, and beg for your job back,” Andrea pleaded as tears well up in her eyes and shoved a travelers mug into her husbands stomach. “Also, I did make English tea because I knew you’d be too stupid to do it yourself. I love you.”

 

The Writer Pt. 1

Robert Whitfield laid in his shared bed and stared into the bedroom ceiling. A closer look and he could see the paint chipped in multiple locations, a dingy fan that was missing one of its blades and made an annoying creak at night that kept him awake. He focused on the piss-stained large yellow spot that found permanence across most of the ceiling. Whenever it rained, it rained on Robert. He hadn’t enough money to fix it because he had no.. well, he thought not to think it. His wife’s voice could better echo it to his face.

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Robert sulked across the cold, wood-splintered bedroom floor to the bathroom with a hunch that made others assume he had a bad back that forced him to become a beta and never stand tall. In actuality, he was simply depressed and felt he assumed the worlds problems on his shoulders and what else were they to do but buckle. Or his personal angst, wife, and family were much more than he could take on and what more could he do? Each day his mind only focused on one thing and that-

NOPE!

He thought! Today Robert would do something his petty criminal, average brother and overachieving, perfect sister implored him to do, and that was try to be happy.

I have nothing to be happy about, but I’ll give it a try.

He thought maybe happiness was like a new game you played to see if you liked it or a new pair of perfectly creased iron-black slacks that you tried on to see if it made your lower half distinguishable. Robert was a medium sized man, standing no more than 5’7… 5’9 he told his wife during match day many, many years ago. She would never let him live it down. He always felt she described herself as pretty and petite and he didn’t feel the need to call her out for her blatant dismissal of the clear opposite she was. He sucked his stomach in and thought it would maybe make him stand a little taller, a little straighter. He washed his face and felt some satisfaction that his chin was smooth and didn’t need a shave. Oh, how much he hated shaving. He was never good at it. What man can shave a proper shave?